The following story
was written by Mrs. Amanda Spear, now nearly 80 years of age, and
is a true recital of some of her experiences during the time of
the Civil War. The Ride of Paul Revere has been heralded in song
and story as an act of patriotic heroism, and so it was. but greater
by far was the Ride of Amanda Spear, who rode 300 miles on horseback
in the dead of winter, crossing swollen streams and traveling over
the roughest roads, through dense wilderness, and carrying with
her a babe of only a year--- braving everything, overcoming obstacles
that seemed insurmountable -- and all that she might reach the bedside
of her husband, who was at the point of death, and whom she feared
would lose his mind even if he regained his bodily strength.
The editor of this paper
heard this remarkable story from the lips of Mrs. Spear several
months ago, and now that she has written it herself at the request
of the J. A. Barker Camp of Jacksonville, we are glad to give it
to our readers.
Mr. and Mrs. Spear still
live at the old homestead one mile north of this city, where they
have passed many happy years since the cruel war ended, and where
they raised to manhood the baby boy who made the trip with his heroic
mother.
Mrs. Spear's Story.
To the Confederate Veterns [sic]:
When the war between the States broke out Cicero
Spear and I had been married four years. We had two small children.
We were poor, but happy. In March, 1862, my husband enlisted in
Capt. J. C. Maples' company at the town of Old Jacksonville, and
in June following, he with many others, mostly young men with small
families, was called to the front.
Many of those poor fellows never returned. After
a long and weary march they reached Camp Nelson, which was 30 miles
east of Little Rock Ark. There my husband was stricken down with
typhoid pneumonia on the 4th of October. He had an uncle living
seven miles from the camp who found him there sick and moved him
to his home. Quite a number of my husband's company visited him
there and through their letters to their people here at home I heard
from him at times. There were no mails and it was only when a soldier
got to come home that we could get letters.
About Christmas Wood Pierce wrote to his wife that
he had been to see my husband and that he thought there was a chance
for him to get well, but he did not think that he would ever recover
his mind. On receipt of this news I could not restrain myself from
attempting to go to him and get him home if possible. My brother-in-law,
M. R. Pearson, was at home at the time and had to return to his
command, so I decided to go with him. There were no railroads and
very few vehicles of any kind except wagons drawn by oxen, and if
I went, I must go horseback and carry with me my year-old baby boy
in my arms. I left my little girl with my sister and we started
on our long journey from near Old Jacksonville on the 4th day of
January, 1863.
The weather was good the first week out and all
went well. Then my baby got sick but I got medicine, but next day
it began to rain and we stopped with a family named Ebbs. The rain
caim in torrents for twenty hours and then it began to snow and
it continued snowing as it had rained, which was a much greater
snowfall than I had ever seen in Texas, and wet as the ground was
the snow was knee deep on a level when it quit falling and the sun
came out. By this time the baby was well and we started on our journey,
but had only gone eight miles and were in one mile of the Sabine
River when we learned that the ferry boat had washed away; but the
next morning it had been brought back and we crossed near Benton
and after two days travel over heavy roads reached Little Rock.
Continuing our journey east we found a low level country with a
creek every few miles; we found the roads almost covered in water
and some bridges gone, some we had to swim across and the second
day we passed through Camp Nelson. There were no soldiers then and
that evening we reached the home of my husband's uncle, Mr. Sam
Hill.
We found my husband still in bed, but improving.
The fever had settled in [???] of his legs and it had risen and
had been lanced and was badly drawn so that he could not walk a
step. He was the most emaciated person I ever seen; his bones had
cut through at almost every joint. but he was healing. was regaining
his mind and as soon as he could get around a little on crutches
we began to think about starting home, more than 300 miles away,
but our good kind uncle and aunt begged us to stay with them until
spring opened. While there I saw the first Yankee since the war
had began and more than I have ever seen since. They were deserters
from the northern army, and Uncle Sam said he would give shelter
to every one that was going North, and some nights the floors were
literally covered with them. I wonder now that we were not afraid
of them, but I never slept sounder than I did with those bluecoated
fellows sleeping a few feet of us.
The snow had not all melted when we bade good-bye
to the dear ones who had so tenderly cared for my husband for more
than four months. There had been a change in the military officers,
and they did not want Mr. Pearson then, so he decided to return
with us to Texas. This good man walked all the way home, and permitted
my husband to ride his horse, saying he could walk as far as Cicero
could ride. The first night on the return trip we had to stay where
the water stood about a foot deep everywhere. They had large hewn
footlogs to walk on everywhere about the premises. I did not know
where they put Mr. Pearson to sleep. Myself and husband had to sleep
in a shack in the yard that had only one sill under the floor, and
when we walked the planks sunk down and the water would come up
through the cracks. The bed was made of long moss, and was as hard
as a grindstone, and so dramp and cold that I thought it would kill
us to remain there until morning. Had it not been for the blankets
we had with us, we could not have stayed there at all, but with
the help of these, we slept but little through the long night. We
crossed the Arkansas river at Little Rock and went down the river
to Pine Bluff so that my husband could get his discharge. On the
way it rained and we stayed with a family named Hawk two nights
and one day. There were several girls in the family, but only one
boy, and he was getting ready to go into the army, and his sisters
thought they could not do enough for him. He was also of the same
opinion. They requested me to knit a woolen comforter for him, like
the one my husband had, and I worked all day and half the night
to get it done for the conceited puppy. Our next stop was with a
family named Hitt near Pine Bluff. It was ten days before my husband's
was made out, when we turned our faces homeward.
We journeyed on again until we reached the Caddo
river. It was nearly dark, and we tried to stay with a family living
on the river bank, but there were some army officials there drying
a lot of Confederate money they were taking somewhere to pay the
soldiers which they got wet crossing the river, which was a raging
torrent. These officials would not permit the family to take anyone
in while they were there with the money, so we had to go on. The
ford was awful rocky and the water ran very swift. A boy rode my
pony over. My husband also rode over, while Mr. Pearson and myself
stood on the bank and expected to see the horses' feet swept from
under them and my husband drowned. A few yards below the ford the
water fell over a precipice, and below this it did not run so fast,
and was deep, and not so wide. Another boy offered to take Mr. Pearson
and myself across in a small boat tha was so narrow at the bottom
that we were afraid to draw a long breath as it would tip from side
to side and dip water. However he landed us on the south side, and
we resumed our journey through the mud in the darkness for about
a mile further, to a large brick house, and asked to be taken in
for the night.
The gentleman of the house, whose name was Arnold,
gave us a kindly greeting as though we were not bespattered with
mud, and had the appearance of tramps; he had a good supper prepared
and showed us to a nice warm room and clean soft bed where we enjoyed
a splendid night's rest after so many ups and downs during the day.
Mr. Arnold on learning where we lived, asked us if we knew a Cumberland
Presbyterian preacher at Larissa named Crawford. On being told that
we knew him quite well, he informed us that Mrs. Crawford was his
sister, and turning to me requested me to tell Mrs. Crawford that
we had staid with him. On reaching home, I sent Mrs. Crawford word
and she came the next day to hear from her brother. He was a good
man and treated us to the best he had, but it seems she never heard
from or his family except through us, neither did we everr hear
from them again after we left their hospitable roof. It is strange
indeed that in the fifty years that have passed since I made this
memorable journey, I have never met a single person whom I met at
that time except the widow of Billy Bradford who lived where Troup
is now located and who lives at Troup at this time.
We crossed the Red River going and coming at the
old town of Fulton where it is said Davy Crockett crossed before
he fell in defense of the Alamo. We remained two days at Lindon
in Cass county with some friends and at Coffeeville in Upshire county
with the Newburys and one night with a Mr. Mo[ss?] a substantial
farmer near Jimtown in Smith county, then Omen, and next evening,
the 4th of March, 1863, we came in sight of my sister's house. The
trees were green and her children were playing near the road and
our little Helen that I had not heard one word from in just two
months was there too, and they and the dogs set up with a shout
of welcome that they brought my sister out, and permit me to say
that words cannot express and describe the feeling of joy on that
occasion, for after passing through dangers seen and unseen we were
at home at last.
I would like to make mention of many good people
I met while on this perilous journey and some places of interest
but it would make my story too long, besides after a lapse of some
many years I have forgotten many things though not strange that
I have, for I am nearly eighty years old. But I must tell you that
the baby boy I carried on this long journey grew to manhood here
at Jacksonville and at this time is an honored citizen of Clarksville,
Texas, whom most of you know as Woody Spear. I will close this narrative
by saying to the Confederate Veterans, those were indeed trying
days, but the women did their whole duty in that Titanic struggle
and I am proud of my record.
Mrs. Amanda Spear.
Jacksonville, Texas
Jan. 15th, 1913
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